Wednesday, June 18, 2014

4-9 (of 17)

4. 
 
My car won't start 
my car never starts 
my hands melt through the metal of the engine block 
these crude knuckles only make right angles 
I can make it sing 
massage the lung gaskets 
for a while everything is okay 
it doesn't seem so reluctant 
like I might be able to guilt it into function 
it says no politely 
the film projector in my chest tries to pat my back 
 
5.
 
I never slept outside 
the serpent shaped trees and all the insects and all the flowers would be too scared 
the chainsaws under my fingernails are kept quiet 
but sometimes they don’t much care what I want them to do 
 
6.
 
somebody is on the intercom again 
I'm being given directions 
but I'm not receiving directions 
the elbows hidden under my biceps imagine their day 
it involves a lot of not bending so nobody will stare at me 
they're still happier than you would think 
 
7.
 
flickering gray and white and black and gray 
maybe a heartbeat 
 
8.
 
definitely a heartbeat 
the hearts at the bottoms of your legs 
one cloth sarcophagus apiece 
keep going like this 
the turtles will never get their rest 
the whole city sighs relief at a crosswalk  
 
9.
 
keep your kids inside 
I'm not sure it'll help 
but all the other parents will judge you if you don't 
it's just the entertainer 
he's here to earn the name 
can you believe people pay to see scary movies? 

1-3 (of 17)

1.

I pull my face from the sink 
washed in static 
the room doesn't know how to behave 
bends to suit my new mask 
 
2.
 

somebody is making breakfast 
I can't smell it but I can hear the clatter 
the stairs take me up, then down 
my whole family is in the kitchen 
it's not as big as it sounds 
Hey 
we had Christmas at your house once 
but you had fewer limbs then 
the eggs sound amazing 
crackling in perfect rhythm 
 
3.
 
I'm bored 
my little castle and my little rocks and my little friends 
to somebody else this might be beautiful, but not me 
I am immune to beauty 
but I'm not immune to weird 
only breathing with the top of my lungs 
bubbles meander up 
away